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as of tomorrow it will have been one year since my wife settled for me :)
yes a whole year of marital bliss

and what a year it has been. bought renovated and set up a house, have a baby on the way. we both have worked our little butts off to keep our lives happy.

sure there have been disagreements and the such, but every day i get to go to bed beside my best friend and the most beautiful woman in the world, so obviously it is all worth it.

my child will be here in a matter of months and i could not be more excited.. and a little worried

i am mostly worried about when the child becomes older and i have to be the parent, discipline them when they are doing something bad, even if it is adorable at the same time. i have to not laugh and be stern ... not easy to do.

then there is the obvious changing of diapers that i am NOT looking forward too but that is obvious.

what i am looking forward to is playing with him/her, raising them and trying to teach them wrong from right, and that green lantern is the greatest superhero ever and not jack bauer like some people may think (sorry hunny)

also i am looking forward to rising to the challenge, i don't know if i will be a good father but i do know i will never stop trying to be, i just hope when he/she grows up they can look at me like i look at my parents and know that even though they are not perfect they did the best possible job and i am proud of them.

that right there is they key, to let them know you love them and you are doing the best you can for them, hopefully it will be enough.

well heres hoping i make the grade.